Saturday, January 15, 2011
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Heyy (: hmm, where to start? I'm actually very drowsy and I can't sleep. I just can't sleep.. Tsktsktsk! Kinda sad right now ); Firstly, i'm down Wif fever and secondly, he didn't txt or ever call me ); well, Nevermind.. Must give him space right? Cannot always control him. Cause, if I'm th kind of person who loves controlling him, this relationship isn't going to b fun at all. So Yeahh.. Let's think positive Okayy girl? Maybe he's just too busy with his stuffs.. So Yeahh.. Hmm. Tomorrow is our second month.. And I'm excited about that (: but idk about him.. He seems to have no mood at all or maybe don't wanna celebrate it.. I'm okay if he doesn't want to celebrate it cause I'm Okayy Wif it. Andand, I guess it's all my fault for breaking up Wif him on our first month! So stupid of me! Tsk! I'm so useless! ); if he is here right here now, right beside me, I would have hug him and lay my head at his shoulders luhh.. But Nevermind. He's not here Wif me now. I really don't knw if he cares about our second month or not. And I love him so much ); Jesus! I don't knw wht to do! I mean seriously! This few days, my heart doesn't seems to be right. And idk why. Could some people who can read my mind or heart well,then tell me why? i dun knw what I'm thinking about now... Haish ); maybe, I should leave him fr awhile fr a moment. At th dot on 0000, I'm goin to wish him a two months anniversary(: frankly, I've been so upset this few days. What I mean was actually I was upset Wif my ownself luhh. I just dun knw why.. Haish); I mean, Att I read all th msgs tht he sent to khairiyah, my heart was crushed and was steped by people on th floor. And yes I was super sad but I dun wanna tell him. I don't wanna create anymore trouble. I don't wanna add more stress toward him. I've got my point why I don't wanna tell you some things. I wanna lessen ur burdern. I want you to be happy always. It's Okayy if I'm down or whatever, I just want you to be happy. Okayy sweetheart? If you're happy at some points, I'm happy for you too (: Alright? I've posted more than one post at my blog today , I guess.. Haish! I really dun knw what to do ): I lOve him to the core and it's from th bottom of my heart ); why can't you talk to hunney?? ); bye
Title of th lifestory: It's just for you baby ;D
Heyy bby. Th title it's for you Okayy hunney? I really hope you get well soon? Alright? You dun worry about me, kayy sweetheart? And, please don't call yourself useless Okayy? It's nt ur fault. It's th rain's fault. So Yeahh.. Hmm, I just need you now Okayy sweetheart ); really miss you so much ); haish. How I wish I can meet you tomorrow ); it's our secon anniversary leh. It's sad when we can't meet each other to celebrate ); but nevermind. Let me tell you abt our relationship Okayy?? Hmm, our first month? It turn up so well that I ruin everything. I though HE was fr me, but nahh he wasn't . I was really stupid at tht time. Cause, I broke ur heart and you didn't give up on me. Phewww! And so, on the third week of december, we started talking to each other. So Yeahh. And thn, on January, we are together bt we don't knw when's our anniversary so there we go. We took th old date tht we stead on November. So we are one month bck. I dun care! I still love him th way he is now. So there we go! Our second month which falls tomorrow. Why must it fall on sunday? Why not Monday? Tsk! Hmm, whatever! Am going to spent the time with him tomorrow. Well, Yeahh. Or second month was pretty Okayy though there's ups and downs. Bt I still cannot take it when she call me bitch ); do I even call her bitch? No right?? I respect th way you are. And I've already forgiven you of what you did and yet you are talking behind my bck. Great one! So now it's my turn to say GO AND DIE towArds you Okayy?? Okayy settle. And, I'm not even likk you. Complaint of wht happen to my relationship unless I need any help from them. So whatever! Bhy, sorry Okayy. Wanna knw why? Because, I didn't get anything fr our anniversary ); but, I'll shall give you all th time tht I have tomorrow Okayy sweetheart? I live you so much hunney! And please update ur tumblr when you haf th mood. Okayy bby? I love you. Mwuah! Bye (;
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Friday, January 14, 2011
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Heyy ); not feeling so good actually ); but Yeahh... Hmm, update I fr a lil while can??? Basically its only for HIM ;D So yeah. Bhy, I didn't knw tht you wake up so early you knw? I wake up so early today (15/01/11) cause, firstly, my sis was hearing music frm her handphone so loud and clear which I open my eyes and can't sleep bck. Secondly, because I was too cold and too weak. I simply dun knw why... My hands were freezing. And I'm th only one who uses my blanket th whole of my body. So my mum ask my sis, "Eh badan dia panas. Make sure before you go school, sponge her and give her panadol." just right after my mum said tht, YOU message me. And so yeah. Message fr once and didn't reply bck. LOL! haha! So Yeahh... I Dunn wanna be sick luhh today. Nid to send my bro go bedok somemore! Tsk! Haiyoo! Nevermind, no nid ask my sis sponge me and give me panadol. You are th medicine to me now (; heh^^ well, maybe thts just it.. Will stop here. It's freezing cold and I can't take it!!! Love you d (; make sure you update ur tumblr. Okayy?? Mwuah ;D
Sup bby (; I'm doing this just fr you Okayy love?? Hmm, so where do I strt?? Well, school wasn't fun at all luhh.. I can't even think!! Or maybe, can't absorb anything wht teacher say .. Lucky Ms yuen dun had.. If had how?? Want me die Uhh?? Haha!! Well, practically, it's my first time being jealous. Wanna knw why?? It's bcos, you said everything bad about me to you.. Haish. And you called her wifey. Wht am I to you man?? Well Nevermind, you are still mine Okayy sweetheart?? Well, it's our two months anniversary this 16 right?? Man!! I can't wait fr tht day (; ur first kiss went a lil likk this, mwuah and twist.. Haha!! Lol!!! Btw, get well soon Okayy??? I spent th whole day spending my time worrying abt you, you knw?? Please get well REALLY SOON Okayy sweetheart?? Love ya. Remember eating ur medicine whenever you nid too Okayy dear?? I love you sosososososo much ;D hmm, Yeahh, abt th msg she sent you, I was really pissed. So why's she gonna say? Make me break up Wif you? Thts my goin to happen, Okayy?? Do you I cried inside th toilet?? Do you knw tht??? Don't knw right?? Only my two little bestfriend Knws (; love them alot. But they will hate me. Wanna knw why?? Bcos I *****. Wanting to stop by I dunn knw how? Can someone please assist me?? Tsktsktsk!!! Okayy change topic.. Well, I really do love you. My heart was broken once but It has been stitched up by ur love tht you gave me (; and, I was so convinced tht you were my everything now. And yes, you still are.. You are always deep in my heart.. And you will always be mine. And I will not and shall not change tht. EVER!!! No matter how you wanna break up Wif me or someone tries to be Wif you, I won't let them happen. Okayy?? This part for you Okayy bby?? I love you Kay sayang? Btw, change topic. Th day tht I've been waiting for is actually drewing near. And I super scared for it. Wanna knw why?? Because it's SYF!!! god damn it! Tsk! Th steps are freaking hard! Damn it! But no matter why, I must still preservere if I really want my gold of honor and make my school prou ;D so how's my perseverance??? BAHEK shoil (; haha!!! Well whatever, I'm tired o typing.. Update it once had time Okayy love? Mwuah!! Miss you alotalot!! Andand, I love you (; Okayy love (;
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Tuesday, January 11, 2011
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Ala, cnt change font and colour sehh ); tsp!!! Nevermind ); haish, tmr must give my bf bck his phone ); sedih or why???? Tsk! Btw, I want him to be beside me now sia!!! I wanna sleep Wif him ); tsktsktsk!!! Haramharam!!! Haha!! Well, update pon pasal dia suroh update. So stop talking to him halfway thn go update this blog.. Good girl right me??? I knw (; well, you also never update ur tumblr... Haiyyooo!!! Tsktsktsk!! Tapi ripe.. Heyy erm, tmr meeting him ;D yay!!! Well, I've got nothing to say you knw actually (; heh ^^ erm, well, Malay dance today is boring Okayy !!! I mean, as fr today only Uhh. Half of th part was actually sakit hati Uhh, likk really!!! Nobody has got th right mood to dance.. Wanna knw why??? Because of tg song. We don't had th song and nobody has got th right mood to dance. So we ALL spend half of th time slacking (; some are slacking and as fr th rest, they were so dancing lazyly at th whole.. And nt bcos of th song only... It's bcos of th stupid badminton trainings.. Tsk!!! Sebok aje seyyy!! Hmm, after cikgu come bck frm her meeting, I call cikgu and ask her to send ne th songs.. So she did. And so, th another second part of th day, we spend th while time dancing dancing dancing and dancing !!! Haiyo.. Hahaha!!! Well, i think thts all i had to say... Live you bby (; see ya tmr (;
Monday, January 10, 2011
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Supp everybody ;D well, using boyfriend hp to update it. Heh^^ btw,it was so perfect, you knw?? And you knw why I mean right?? Haha!! Love you darl (: hmm, actually am so bored!!!! Damn it sia!!! Hash... Well, whatever (: hmm, haven't finish my homewrk yet. So Yeahh.. Whatever (: Heyy erm, you knw why?? Eversince first Sis nt at home, I didn't eat rice.. And I dun even had th mood to eat (: so, why should I do Wif mum's cooking??? Throw it away??? Can'tbe happening right??? Waste food only Uhh... Lol!!! Well, I miss my bby so much ); damndamndamn!!!!); bby, please be beside me all th time ); how u wish you could Okayy?? Bt nevermind.. Someday we will (: hmm,somemore talk why Uhh?? You knw why?? I'm addicted to th song of release me by antes. I knw it's kind of an old song, you knw ?? Haha!!! Btw, imma play ur hp till th batt die (: heh ^^ clever or nt me?? No luhh.. Just kidding. Btw, can I keep ur phone longer please hunney??? As if you would Okayy... Well, imma finish my English homework and my malay PowerPoint thn I'll get bck to you, Okayy??? I love you hunney ;D take care (; and PLEASE REPLY TO MY MSGS FASTER !!! ;D mwuahh!!!
Saturday, January 8, 2011
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