Heyy )'; you really dun care about my passion and stuffs.. I know what i am doing, okay? So please! Why are you like this to me? Its only me maintaining my weight! Do you really know what is SILAT? Do you? You DON'T! I'm just trying my best to make my family proud and my team proud thats' all! I know i have not been eating this few days.. )'; You make me cried just because you dun really care about my SILAT! Gahh! What is wrong with you? Everything went so well just now. But why are you so pissed when i said i have to run? Gahh! I really understand you a lot! You know that? But do you understand me? Deep down in my heart, do you understand me? Do you? Look, i dun wanna make you so pissed and make you so angry ))'; it hurts me a lot, do you know that? Now, i dun know what is on your mind right now. At this particular time. Well yeahh.. I know what you expect me to be. You want me to eat the whole time when i am feeling hungry. I will, when its at the right time. I have been training so hard lately. Now what? You want me to quit just like that? I know you are pissed because of me. I am sorry. Its just for this month, okayy? I have been doing this for my competition the whole time. I thought you would understand me and my competition. Please baby ): I dun know why are you like this to me. I promise you that i will eat right? Don't you trust me? If i say i will eat it means that i will eat. If you think that i dun want to eat, i will make sure of myself that i will eat on behalf of you. Please luh hunney. Understand me and my competition ): Please baby! I beg you. I really wanna make my team proud. The coaches want us to get at least 8 golds this year. Please understand me ): I'm sorry for making you so pissed ): Please forgive me? ): Please ):